When Niviey Refreshes her Mind

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2012-02-11T07:41:00.000+08:00

crawl --> baby steps --> walk ---> run

starting over. :)

DEC 2011

2012-02-01T19:01:00.000+08:00

Life full of blessing!!

If there's one thing...

2012-01-05T22:08:00.000+08:00

If there's one thing that the world needs,
If there's one thing that can save our world,
If there's one thing that we all can depend on,
If there's one thing that can heal all broken heart and relationships,
If there's one thing that can give us unending joy and unconditional love,
It would be GOD.

May GOD bless all of you no matter what religion you are.

Lots of love,

Surviving another year!

2012-01-01T23:21:00.000+08:00

Its a new year, new resolution and hopefully a new me.
:)

We had a big party to celebrate this coming new year 2012 last year, it was not bad but honestly... Christmas Party was awesome!

I'm looking forward to be a better me. Closing all the sad chapters, lock them up and throw away the key. Yeah!! I love you, but I love me more!! huh?

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 EVERYONE! WISH ALL OF YOU PROSPERITY AND HAPPINESS AS WELL AS MORE $$$ FLOWING INTO YOUR POCKETS! (^_^)

MABUL ISLAND, MALAYSIA

Why do I?

2011-12-16T05:13:00.001+08:00

‎: THIS IS A PIECE OF LIFE-CHANGING WRITING....READ IT AND FEEL THE TRUTH OF THE LINES WITHIN, PAUSE AND THINK OF YOUR OWN LIFE WHILE READING IT..

Why do I complain about having to eat certain foods, why don't I eat what's available, while there, in some places of the world, people are left to starve to death?
Why do I complain about having to exercise to keep fit and keep my body healthy, a body that is capable of exercising while the world is full of people deprived of the very simple ability of movement?
Why do I complain about the way I look, about certain physical features of me, while the world is full of people who lost their most distinct human features?
Why do I complain about not owning this item or that while the world is full of people who have the ownership of nothing at all?
Why do I complain about my small or old or rented house or apartment when the world is full of people with the sky as their roof, left at weather's mercy?
Why do I complain about my simple illnesses, my flu, while the world is full of people in a battle with a fatal disease?
Why do I complain about my job, while the world is full of people left unemployed?
Why do I complain when my family members, friends or my partner sometimes don't have enough time for me, while the world is full of people left alone with no know or love but God?
Why do I complain about not holding a high degree, while the world is full of people who the only school they've ever been to is the school of life?
Why do I complain about not having certain rights or privacies when the world is full of people deprived of even the right of existing?!
Why am I not grateful, while I'm luckier than half of the world's population?
You, the one who reads this, please re-post it, or steal it and pretend it's yours, doesn't matter, as long as this message of gratitude circulates among the lucky half of the world.

=.="

2011-12-11T15:15:00.000+08:00

Never thought that I would land myself in this crap...

oh CRAP!

why?

2011-11-04T23:12:00.000+08:00

It has been 3 months since I last updated this blog.
there's lots to tell but then...
I guess its not right to post things online.
I'm not really content at the moment.
I cant even force myself to cry.
I just hate this feeling very much.
I just cant accept the treatment I get.
tiew!

2 1/2 months summary (23 May- 30 July 2011)

2011-08-01T04:02:00.000+08:00

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I'm done with my Internship here in Mabul Island.
Diving in Mabul, Kapalai and Sipadan was a rare opportunity and I enjoyed all the dive.
I think (think only la) that my diving skills are improving. :)
Not that clumsy like before. hehe :)
I'll just let the pictures do the talking.
They're not in order BTW.
Ahh!!!
I'm now officcially jobless! LOL

Tak kenal maka tak cinta

2011-06-06T21:55:00.002+08:00

at first I thought I made a big mistake.
but now, I'm not sure already.
:(

hidup lagi bha saya..

2011-05-28T02:01:00.000+08:00

Yuhuuu~ not dead yet. ^^,

With the WEWs

2011-05-07T14:02:00.002+08:00

But missing Ira. :(

Gonna miss this moment.

*Photo credit goes to Yusdi Ismail.

p/s:

Ya, oli yg kuat merajuk said that she gonna miss the wews. huuu~

6 lessons of life

2011-04-21T20:08:00.001+08:00

Lesson 1: Naked Wife

A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, “I’ll give you $800 to drop that towel.” After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob.

After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 dollars and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks,…

“Who was that?” “It was Bob the next door neighbor,” she replies. “Great!” the husband says, “Did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?”

Moral of the story:
If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.
....
Lesson 2

A sales rep, an administration clerk, and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp. They rub it and a Genie comes out. The Genie says, “I’ll give each of you just one wish” “Me first! Me first!” says the administration clerk. “I want to be in the Bahamas, driving a speedboat, without a care in the world.” Poof! She’s gone. “Me next! Me next!” says the sales rep. “I want to be in Hawaii,relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of Pina Coladas and the love of my life.” Poof! He’s gone. “OK, you’re up,” the Genie says to the manager. The manager says, “I want those two back in the office after lunch.”

Moral of the story: Always let your boss have the first say.
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Lesson 3

A priest offered a lift to a Nun. She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg. The priest nearly had an accident. After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg. The nun said,”Father, remember Psalm 129?” The priest removed his hand. But,changing gears, he let his hand slide up her leg again. The nun once again said, “Father, remember Psalm 129?” The priest apologized “Sorry sister but the flesh is weak.” Arriving at the convent, the nun went on her way. On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to look up Psalm 129. It said, “Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory.”

Moral of the story: If you are not well informed in your job, you might miss a great opportunity.
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Lesson 4

A crow was sitting on a tree, doing nothing all day. A rabbit asked him,”Can I also sit like you and do nothing all day long?” The crow answered: “Sure, why not.” So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the crow, and rested.

A fox jumped on the rabbit and ate it.

Moral of the story: To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very high up.
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Lesson 5: Power of Charisma

A turkey was chatting with a bull “I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree,” sighed the turkey, but I haven’t got the energy.” “Well, why don’t you nibble on my droppings?” replied the bull. “They’re packed with nutrients.” The turkey pecked at a lump of dung and found that it gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fourth night, there he was proudly perched at the top of the tree. Soon he was spotted by a farmer, who shot the turkey out of the tree.

Moral of the story: Bullshit might get you to the top, but it wont keep you there.
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Lesson 6

A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field. While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Moral of the story:
1. Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy
2. Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend
3. And when you’re in deep shit, it’s best to keep your mouth shut!
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This is a copy paste entry from :

http://www.carlpei.com/funny-life-lessons/

pss: sorry, i tried to update but something is wrong with my computer, im now attempting with my friend laptop. hope it works. :)

When We Say (Juicebox) - AJ Rafael Cover (Felix Tsang & Alvin)

2011-04-06T22:49:00.001+08:00

heyya!! it has been a few days since my last emo post. Now the emo girl is happy! why? checkout the video on top! Please say you like them too! Checkout Felix's videos in youtube channel by clicking THIS.

Dear cutie guy on the right, are you still single? ^_^v

P/s: gonna replay this over and over! =D

HURT

2011-03-31T22:34:00.000+08:00

and its deep! y must u said it in front of all? macam sengaja lagi ni :( WHY? some things are mean to be kept unsaid. p/s: feels humiliated :(

Sumandak oh Sumandak!

2011-03-25T21:10:00.000+08:00

Scene 1: In front of Giant One Borneo

A; Moi, awak comel lah! ^_^ (Moi, you are cute!)
B: =.="
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Scene 2: Outside hostel gate

A: Selamat malam. (Good evening)
B & C: ??
Friends of the guy: eh, "A" , B & C bukan sumandak pun! (eh, "A", B & C are not sumandak!)
.

For crying out loud! I know I'm not pretty, not a sumandak. But this is really 'kurang asam' ok! Cute? As in 'ugly but adorable'? UGLY?
This is when I feel like saying *iwannajumpoffthebuilding*!
haha.
.
Lets take the comment in a more positive way.
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Scene 1: It just pops out from A's mouth when A saw me. Ya, I'm cute! bluek~
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Scene 2, : A is just being polite to greet others. So, he greeted B & C. And A's friends said that B & C were not Sumandak because both B & C doesn't have the Borneo face.
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Sumandak as far as I understand means 'Sabahan pretty girl'. Not so sure if I get this wrong. lol
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P/s: Both A are different individuals. This is just a random post of my thoughts. Just wanna share. :)

Colbie Caillat - I Do

2011-03-25T08:44:00.000+08:00

Its always bout me myself and I..
Love this song!
Please say u do too.
^_^

The F-word

2011-03-24T11:38:00.000+08:00

There are a few F words that I hate to hear..
Pissed me off when people say(hope not) these words to me.

Example:
1. Fat
2. Freak
3. Fool
4. Fuck

........
Ya...ya... I know my size is slightly bigger than others (bigger bones). I dont have flabby arm or tummy. lol! So, call me big size instead of fat. You'll make my day brighter.
.
freak?? I don't really fancy the word 'freak'.. oh, come on.. why call people freak??
Not sure whether I'm a freak or not. What you think??
.
Fool?
I'm trying my best to be a smart consumer+ student + friend + whatever.. So, don't call me a fool!
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Fuck? I hate it when people says "FUCK YOU LA BITCH!!" . o_0~ if you like to fuck so much, go find someone who can offer you one.
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So people, what is the F-word that you don't fancy?

When it comes to wrong timing.

2011-03-21T20:37:00.003+08:00

this happened some time ago. A is male, B is female.

A: Hi, I think we've met before.
B: (blur) ?? No. I don't think so.
A: But you looked so familiar. What is your name?
B: ??
A: Can I have your phone number?
B: Sorry, I don't own a mobile phone.
A: ?? (blur)
B: I really dont.
A: oh..ok.

Suddenly..... (phone ringing tone)..and B tooked out her mobile phone. =.="

A: o_0"
.

Cis..kantoi!

BMRI NIGHT 2011. A night to remember!

2011-03-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

.:Jenny and Mr.WK:.

.:Sy Fui, Jenny, Ying Ying, Joline, Me, Lady Fafa:.

.:Lady Fafa, what are u trying to do??:.

.:vain:.

.:me:.

......I kept on checking out this blog hoping that it will update itself.

The theme was suppose to be "Traditional Modern".

I was out of theme as I didn't want to spend money on new attire just for a one night event.

This dress was really berjasa ok. I had it since 2006.

I really had an enjoyable + memorable night.

xoxo

p/s:

Sorry for the unrotated pictures. :)

Sick and not loving it

2011-03-10T23:47:00.002+08:00

hey all! sorry for the lack of updates and no blogwalking.
I just came back from a recent class trip for BaktiSiswa in Sebatik Island, Tawau last Sunday night.
Apparently I am not feeling well since Sunday.
Its already Thursday and I'm yet to recover.
:(

Nothing is impossible

2011-02-27T19:52:00.003+08:00

Mentally and physically.
throughout body and soul.
Must keep going.
Must survive!
P/s: Kalau banyak beralasan, macam mana nak berjaya?

The chicken rice shop (Suria Sabah)

2011-02-25T21:38:00.000+08:00

I went shopping at Suria Sabah with FS last JANUARY.
We had our lunch at The Chicken Rice Shop.

Menu: Healthy Meal Set.

.:See? we made sure that every single cent spent berbaloi-baloi :.

Sayang kan left that one piece of chicke there? FS was too full already.
But no worries people! I ate it. hahahaha.
Every single cents counts ok. :)

.: Shessh.. No worries Oli, I wont tell a single soul that u ate that much :.

We continued shopping after lunch. The result? you guess lah!

P/s: Sila lah keluar makan dengan saya. Tak rugi ok. :)

Find Charlie find Charlie!

2011-02-25T05:57:00.000+08:00

hey people. :) Please meet Charlie my friend.

Charlie, Thanks for being there to lend your ear when I need someone to talk to.
To look at my buruk face when I cried. Thanks for the laughing session to cheer me up.
Thanks for the singing and playing the 'guitar kapok' performance by you and Asma. I am always the real me with you around.

p/s: wuuu~ Lama sudah kita tak jumpa :( Hawa pun dah lama tak lepak sama-sama.

Dine-in at MarryBrown One Borneo

2011-02-24T05:25:00.006+08:00

oops people. :) I was sorting my pictures folder and i found these.

Date: 6th January 2011.

.: The happy kids!:.
.
orang kata,

perut kenyang hati manyak siuk.

The cat

2011-02-24T05:06:00.002+08:00

This pic was taken last January outside a bookshop.
If I was just as carefree as this cat. :)

at last! an update after CNY

2011-02-15T20:17:00.005+08:00

hey there! how long has it been since my last post?? :)

I've been checking on my blog every now and then as if this blog will automatically update itself. =.="

Last week was a bit of trauma week for me as it was the week of progress presentation for my FYP.

CNY at home in Kuching was fantabulous! I only went to my grandfather house though. Was quite happy as I get to meet my uncles, aunts, cousins, nephews and nieces. And again, language was a barrier as I sucks in mandarin! lol~

btw, the funniest thing i heard last CNY between the conversation of my brothers and our cousin were:

My brothers:

Wow! New car hah?

Cousin:

Yes! My new toy boy! No!! My new boy toy! (refering to his 4WD)

P/s:

I must now enroll myself in any mandarin tuition classes!

My dad, the rat/mouse legend!

2011-01-31T11:55:00.000+08:00

Two nights ago. The conversation between Papa, Big Bro, Little Bro and me.
somehow, we were talking about 'rats' and the most effective way to get rid of them.
.
big bro:

the best way to catch rat i by using a box. make sure both bottom and top
of the box is open. when u see a running rat, quickly trap the rat with the box
and spray it with ridsect!

me:

ceh! where can die lah the rat. hahahaha

Papa:

spray the rat with ridsect? Why not open the rat's mouth and spray the
ridsect directly into its mouth? wakakakaka!!!

me:

huh? u sure bo? i think ur the one who will be the cheerleading team to
scream 'rat! rat! there la!! quick!!!' hahahaha.

Little bro:

u guys so lousy lah! to handle the rat in the most easiest way is to GET IT
DRUNK! just give it some alcohol beverage and "YAM-SENG"!!

us:

what? hahahahahaha!!!

Then papa suddenly adds in,

You all know hah? In the golden days when I was young, guess
what my siblings and I do when we caught a rat?

us:

what?

Papa:

we pour 'minyak tanah' on it and set it on fire.

me: huh? then what happen to the rat? @_@

Papa:

It will run here and there and in less than one minute, it stopped running. =.="

us: why?

Papa:

because its dead already lah! (+.+)" (while showing the action how
the dead mouse looks like)

us: erk? HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!
.
P/s:
Didn't meant to torture the poor rat. it was in the golden days when papa was still a kid.

Male stripper in a gay club

2011-01-28T10:16:00.000+08:00

Little Bruce was in his junior school class when the teacher asked the children what their father did for a living.

All the typical answers came up:
Fireman, policeman,salesman, politician, janitor and etc.

However, little Bruce was being uncharacteristically quiet.

So the teacher asked him about his father.

Reluctantly he replies: My dad is an exotic dancer in a gay club. He takes off all his clothes in front of other men. SOMeTIMES, if the offer is good, he'll go out with a man and rent a cheap room.

The teacher hurriedly set the other children to work on some colouring and took littler Bruce aside to ask him.

Teacher: Is it really true about your Father???

Bruce: No, my father play football for England. I was just too embarassed to say that.

Teacher: 0.o

Once in every 823 years!

2011-01-27T14:49:00.000+08:00

This January is very special. WHY?

There are 5 Mondays, 5 Saturdays and 5 Sundays in one single month!

This happens every 823 years.

.
I received this text message from a very dear friend of mind.
So I checked the calender and WALAO WEH! *impressed*
about the 823 years thingy, I'm not very sure myself. lol~
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Happy Chinese New Year everyone!

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p/s:
I'll be heading home to Kuching tonight. :D

Fantabulous day! FYP sampling in Teluk Ambong(Kota Belud), Teluk Sepanggar and Teluk Likas(KK) Sabah.

2011-01-22T17:16:00.001+08:00

*In a small boat at the boathouse that belongs to Dr.Pushpa*
*Nizam* *A.Jabdar, Tom, Ira and Sugu*

*blue water*

*told cha the weather was fantabulous :)*
.

The weather today was perfect! It was not too hot. Just sunny and it was awesome! I enjoyed the scenery all the way to Teluk Ambong, Kota Belud, Sabah.

I tagged along to help my wew, Ira with her final year project thesis sampling in Teluk Ambong, KB, Teluk Sepanggar, KK and Likas Bay, KK. The sampling process was fast as everyone 'berganding bahu' to carry out the sampling to waste no time.

To compare to a few of my own previous fyp thesis sampling, I really like today's sampling eventhough its not my project. Everything falls in place. Everyone willingly lended their hand to help without being ask. :)

P/s:

I missed out Kak Lusia's picture. I think I'll post up the rest of the selected pictures to share next time.

Meleleh air mata

2011-01-19T21:20:00.003+08:00

I used the sentence 'meleleh air mata' today. And was being corrected that there's no such sentence as 'meleleh air mata'. I was hurt when one of my friend said "Oli ja yang guna ayat tu". Reach home and I straight away ask Mr.Google... and Tada!!!!!! Got what people use the sentence 'meleleh air mata'! nvm. sakit hati pun diam-diam sajalah oli.
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P/s:
hai hai bye bye

A message sent by God :)

2011-01-17T19:22:00.000+08:00

:) Can I start my post with a smile? :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

I thank you God for all your blessings to my 22 years of life eventhough sometimes I know that I'm not thankful enough.

I blame YOU when I thought that my life was miserable.

I blame YOU when I don't get what I think I deserve when it comes to good grades.

I blame YOU when I'm not as good as others when it comes to social communication, physical appearance and relationship to others.

I still remember crying alone everynight during my first year in university.

I blamed YOU when I thought my life was hell.

I blamed YOU for letting my path cross with my Ex-roomate (Mitsarena L, the girl from Sarikei).

I blamed YOU when all my 'then' housemate casts me out. Being a lone ranger in a house of seven people was not easy. It was undescribeable. No one was there for me when I need a good listener.

Now I thank YOU for all the hardship you put me through in relationship towards others.

I thank YOU for never letting me scream my lungs out to those horrible things that my Ex-roomate accused me for what I did not do.

I thank YOU for keeping me to remain in silence and just watch and listen when my then life and reputation was being destroyed.

I thank YOU for lending me the courage to pretend not to notice and not to stare back angrily at her group of so-called friends when they stares at me in disgust.

I thank YOU for only to let me know all the accusations she made about me after she moved out of our house. I couldn't handle the stress much longer if I knew all the untrue talks about me and us still in the same house :(.

Now, it has been 4 semesters since my path and hers were uncrossed. My heart was so blind when I kept on blaming YOU. After only 4 semesters, I get to realised the message YOU were trying to send me. Maybe this was the gift you sent me when I realised I just just let go of the past and let the bygones be bygones.

I thank YOU GOD for slowly making others who she bad-mouthed and accused me to, gets to know me better. Maybe this YOUR way in showing how to live life in a world of uncertainty.

I thank YOU GOD for making our path crossed eventhough it was horrible for I now get to be friends with others who was once against me.

P/s: Its true that if you doesn't know someone, you cannot judge them.

Finally!

2011-01-16T09:33:00.002+08:00

It has been 16 days since my last post.
what the?
I do have internet connection. Thanks to my broadband.
I just don't have the heart to blog.
.
Oh well, just so you know...
1. I've lost a total of 5 kilos. (Thanks to the journey to Azkaban last month)
2. I think I'm gaining THE weight back! Thanks to One Borneo.
3. I think I'm lost. Should I delete you? No, not you..HER! oh..HIM! or it might be HER!
4. Things has been rough lately. Be strong Ira. I will always be by your side.
5. I'm gonna change to be a new me. Dari segi apa? You'll see. :P
6. I'll be going home soon but why am I-not-so excited?

All well ends well too!

2010-12-31T17:03:00.002+08:00

Hola! Happy New Year 2011 people!
I'm sorry if I've hurt anyone of you. :(
I'm a straight forward person. Sometimes I don't realise if
Please forgive me (^^,).

The boat affair!

2010-12-30T10:20:00.000+08:00

This is how i carry out my sampling routine to collect water samples.

My final year project is more focused on total suspended solids, nutrients and phytoplankton. Gosh! How am I supposed to link those three?

and urm, please view the pictures from bottom to top. :)

The phytoplankton collected with the plankton net will then be transferred to this 250 ml bottles. Not forgetting a drop of Lugol's solution for preservation purpose. :D

Here I'm assisting Kong by passing him a water bottle to be filled with water sample for lab analysis. Haha, ini baru sekali. Actually Ira and Kong was in charge of this task. I was acting only. Lol~

That's the plankton net used to collect phytoplankton.

This is Kong. He'a a good helper. And Stefanus (in blue) is the lab assistant, not forgetting Tom, the other boatman.

People, meet Ira! Thanks wew for helping me out. I know I can always count on you. :)

The journey to Azkaban (UMS)?

2010-12-29T06:50:00.000+08:00

There's a reason behind my status.

btw, this is scheduled post. Written a few days before today. :) I can't sleep and I'm in the mood to blog so why not? The pictures are not in order. I like it messy.

I thank God for giving me a healthy pair of legs+foot.

Hence, the journey in and out of UMS by foot!

Outside UMS main gate.

FS, you're desperate already izit? ha ha

What was I talking about?

The big UMS roundabout.

Stairway to heaven!

Fs was posing the cute monkey look as I requested. lol.

My signature pose which I nearly forgotten. :P
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P/s: Is there any good samaritans out there who would buy me a four wheel bicycle?

Condom everywhere!

2010-12-28T09:18:00.001+08:00

This is the main purpose of my post today. lol!

every now and then, this is what making my ~~ass~~ eyes in pain!

If you think you're a genius, please tell me how many different species of phytoplankton you see?

My first impression was: "Wow! A condom-look-alike phytoplankton" (+.+)"

Do you find that these phytoplanktons are indeed fascinating? Sometimes, I do.

U-huh..SOMETIMES!

Banyak tanya betul!

2010-12-27T23:20:00.002+08:00

Tag ni punya la panjang hokey! Anyhow, thanks Fahmi for tagging me. This was my first tag in history. lol~

Happy zooming people!

Person who tagged : Fahmi Aizuddin
Starting time :10:40 PM

Name : Niviey16
Full name : Olivia Chin
Sibling(s) : 5
eye colour :black
Shoe size : 39/40
Height : 1.62m
What are you wearing right now : Green T-shirt that has a 'SPOOKY' word on it and a blue short pant. Yang dalam-dalam tu tak nak tau ke? Hahahaha :P
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Favourite number : 16
Favourite drink : Pepsi, Warm honey
Favourite month : everytime going home.. $$$$
Where do you live : my real home or what? Hostel: Indah Permai, KK Sabah. House: Kuching, Sarawak
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Hair : Straight
Favourite breakfast : mee goreng + telur mata

Have you ever
Broken a bone : no! But I get sprained every now and then. I've fallen off from a tall tree before. wtf! I sprained my neck. This sucks when I have to be careful to turn 360 degree everytime I see a hot guy pass by. :P
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Been in a police car : YES! thanks to the masturbating moron!! (Sexual harrasment)
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Fallen for a guy/girl in a short period of time : You mean me tripped on my steps when I see one? Haha!
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Fallen asleep in school : In UMS? ada la sekali dua. :)
Broken someone's heart : Ya (sorry)
Cried when someone died : Erm..does my dog count?
Swam in the ocean : Yup. went diving as well.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : ?? The heck? Oh ya, when I prayed my mum would call because I was out of credit and broke!
.
Saved e-mails : Yup.
Been cheated on : err..by someone special(Orang ni tak wujud hokey!) or by a friend?

What
Your room look like : Blue? Check out in my FB pics. Neat all the time except for exam week. lol
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What is right beside you : My cousin, Vincent. Ok.. I just notice the 'what'. :P
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What is the last thing you ate : Fish fillet.

Ever Had
Chicken pox : primary school
Sore throat : of course
Stitches : No

Do You
Believe in love at first sight : Have not yet to be in one. Fine! I don't know. hehe
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Like picnics? : picnic cuci mata di One Borneo? TOTALLY!

Who
Who did you last yell at? : Yell? Oh, the computer in the lab this morning. They're technically human with a CPU brain.
Who was the last person you danced with? : pass
Who last made you smile? : Reading my friends comments in FB

Final Questions
What are you listening to right now? : My cousins playlist. A chinese song that I couldn't understand. lol~
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What did you do today? : Morning: Anjung Siswa, Canselori (Bayar saman!), IPMB (FYP), One Borneo (Window Shopping)
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Are you the oldest? : No
Indoors or outdoors? : On the bed!

Last person who
You talked to on the phone ? : My Aunt
Made you cry? : next
You went to the mall with ? : My cousin and Aunt (a while ago)
Who cheered you up ? : My family and friends!

Have you
Been to Mexico ? : No
Been to USA ? : you think?

Random
Have a crush on someone? : hohoho
What books are you reading right now? : Guide to Phytoplankton Identification
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Best feeling in the world? : .....
Future kids name? : Are you kidding me?
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? : Fluffy!
What's under your bed? : the floor?
Favourite sport (s) : Pass...
Favourite place : My room alone.
Who do you really hate? : Penipu besar.
Do you have a job? : no
What time is it now? : 11.03PM
..
With however long it took you to complete this, post as " banyak tanya betul!" and tag 15 people :

1. Jess
2. Diana Joos
3. Shafiyyah Isa
4. Farahani Nabila
5. Azwan Bakhtiar
6. Tia Najib
7. Mas Nur Aizzat
8. MZdakbaik
9. Hazirah Mahadzir
10. Nurlina Wan Shah
11. Anusuya Nair
12. Amira Syuhada

siapa-siapa rasa takde kerja tu..sila la buat ye! :)

Exam result

2010-12-27T22:24:00.003+08:00

I'm grateful for the result I get.
Thank you God! Thanks mummy and papa for your everyday prayer.
A zillion thanks to everyone out there!
No matter what result you get, never compare yourself with others!
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P/s: Improvement people! :D

Gambar kahwin (18.12.10)

2010-12-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

lol..this is not it. This is what I deal with everyday.

Phytoplakton. :D
I was eyeing the groom's bestman. what the?
Here comes the groom.

The nervous bride.

Who's that gorgeous girl in black?

I attended Sis Jenny's "kenduri kahwin" and "majlis bersanding" in Kg. Kawang, Papar, Sabah.

Thanks Kak Ziela for picking me up and sending me home with your sweet car. :)

Sis Jenny is now a happy wife of Bro Nazrie.

Selamat Pengantin baru Sis!

P/s: no pics of K.ziela because I promise her not to post her pics.

Ni pun nak malu ker?

2010-12-23T10:19:00.004+08:00

malam tadi my mum called.

macam biasa ah, sekali call mesti ar bergayut sampai 30 minit++. :P

entah apa yang kami merapu, but then sampai satu cerita yg my mum was taking this detox cleansing tea, cakap pasal mesti tercirit birit a day after that. The outcome from the bowel was really oily+ very dark in colour and bla bla bla..

Then suddenly aku sakit perut kan, sambil berlari ke toilet, aku terkentut la.. prOOOOOOOOOTT!!

lol~ ingatkan mummy tak dengar.. but then ==",

she went "Hey!! u kentut ka? hahahahahaha" cis, gila malu weh..tak sangka plak dia terdengar aku kentut over the phone.

Then I replied "yup, and mum, it smells like hell! wakakakaka!!!"

P/s:

nasib bukan boifren yang dengar. =="

Nini Carlina & Doel Sumbang - Kalau Bulan Bisa Ngomong.flv

2010-12-22T09:26:00.000+08:00

GOD IS NOT FAIR!

2010-12-20T21:23:00.000+08:00

I broke a measuring cylinder today during my nutrient lab analysis.

I was never that clumsy to break things in the lab as I know I wouldn't have the money to pay for apparatus replacement. Breaking something in the lab was out of the norm for me. It was then I sensed something was wrong. Is is bad luck? I kept on telling FS that there must be bad luck. There must be something bad going to happen.

She kept on telling me "put positive things in your head to flush out the negative thinking."

erm...and yes. Later in the evening, I was then informed about something that I prayed would not happen to me or anyone around me. It was a total mood disaster. Thus, the emotional breakdown.

I can't really breath right now. I thought God was good, all the time. But, his not. this time around.

I know I shouldn't carry burdens on my shoulder and should just carry on with life.

Like birds, let us leave behind what we don't need to carry. The grudges, sadness, pain, fear and regrets (Ang May Ching, 2009). Can I?

Money does fly

2010-12-12T19:49:00.000+08:00

who said money can't fly?
You just can't see their invinsible wing. :)
I spend a lot this month. Really a lot.
:) <-- still smiling but I'm feeling guilty bah now.
.
Went to watch the 2D version of Narnia 3 just now with FS.
It was good. 3 out of 5 stars? No? :P
I wanted to buy the ballerina shoe that I was eyeing since last week but it was sold out. :(
I'm not sure since when I was addicted to go watch movies at the cinema. =.="
I've watched during and after the exam last month up until today (not in order and I don't really remember the EXACT tittle):
1.RED
2. Harry Potter and the deathly hollow.
3. Ngankung (Malay)
4. Lelio Po Po (Chinese)
5. Rapunzle
6. Narnia 3
7. Adele's: The rise of the mummy
8. Takers
9. Cuti-cuti cinta (Malay)
.
lol~ there's more but I can't recall.
btw, i just had an awesome homecook dinner with my friends just now.
who say boys can't cook?
.
till next time!
.
P/s:
I think I should ask for the recipe of the steamed tofu. It was heaven! :)

Digi Youth K-POP Live in Malaysia!

2010-12-10T11:36:00.002+08:00

You all should check out this web site. CLICK HERE.

Why so?

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confirm tak rugi punya! :)

Family atmosphere

2010-12-09T21:04:00.002+08:00

woah!! I was too lazy to update..not to mention WAS lazy to online as well.
Just so you know, the semester break has started. hoorey!!!
BUT I didn't go home as usual like the previous semester break.
the heck! I was so homesick.
My residential college was 90% empty.
So I asked some of my friends who were renting houses outside whether I could crash in their home for a few days. I was a bit malu to ask at first but I couldn't stand the creepiness staying alone. FS was away as well as she had to go to the east coast of Sabah to carry out her routine sampling for FYP.
.
back to the main point why am I writing this post. :)
OK. I was glad that I did ask to crash into their house (a group of coursemates).
it does feel like home.
the cooking part was awesome PLUS the eating together at the table.
At last, I don't need to talk to the wall like I usually do in my hostel room.
Was able to chat, a group of friends to go the the lab, having lunch outside was really GREAT!
Being alone was not a good choice for the time being.
I like the meriah part!
.
P/s:
Why do I think that my english is crap? It IS crap. duhh...:D

You will just know

2010-12-07T12:43:00.002+08:00

it's weird that we just know how to react to any situation that occurs to us,
but there will be some times when we just don't know how to.
It weird but its true.
.
Ya, saya kecewa!

SACRIFICE

2010-11-29T23:19:00.000+08:00

A lot of sacrifice has been made.
I sacrificed my sem break for the sake of my final year project a.k.a thesis.
I'm so so SO homesick.
I cannot manja-manja with my mum.
I cannot pow papa's money like I usually do every sem break.
I cannot bully my brother and sister.
I cannot go back and hug all my teddy bears and sniff stinky pillow.
I cannot go back and play with the dogs.
I cannot 'have-to-be-forced-to-wake-up' every single day of sem break by my parents.
I cannot pack the veges and sell fish (No extra pocket money.)
With that, I'm totally broke.
.
Oh no..here it goes again.
I should not merungut.
Lots of my friends have their own sacrifices too.
.
Friends, we will endure our hardship to finish our FYP ok.
Just push the level of our preseverence higher.
.
P/s:
Must get my ass out of here! :(

New best friends

2010-11-26T00:09:00.002+08:00

Dear chemicals, conical flask, spectrophotometer, muffle furnace, test tubes, micropippetes, light microscope, phytoplankton, plankton net, water sampler... please be my best friends for one whole month.. I beg you so. :(

There's no reason to not believe

2010-11-23T00:18:00.000+08:00

I Believe...

That just because two people argue, It doesn't mean they don't love each other.And just because they don't argue,It doesn't mean they do love each other.

I Believe...

That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I Believe...

That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I Believe...

That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I Believe...

That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I Believe...

That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I Believe...

That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I Believe...

That you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I Believe...

That we are responsible for what we do,No matter how we feel.

I Believe...

That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I Believe...

That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I Believe...

That money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I Believe...

That my best friend and I, can do anything, or nothing and have the best time.

I Believe...

That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.

I Believe...

That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I Believe...

That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I Believe...

That it isn't always enough, to be forgiven by others.Sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I Believe...

That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I Believe...

That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but, we are responsible for who we become.

I Believe...

That you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life Forever.

I Believe...

Two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I Believe...

That your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.

I Believe...

That even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you - you will find the strength to help.

I Believe...

That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I Believe...

That the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.

I Believe...
'The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything'

p/s:
I was browsing through my friendster account and i found this in my media box.
I thought it would be nice if I can share this with you guys. :)

some things are meant to be kept

2010-11-17T15:55:00.000+08:00

hey there!
it has been a few days since my last post..
there IS or 'WAS' a lot of stuff that I want to write about but I couldn't.
I don't know why, I just can't. :(
.
Maybe the reason is just that I just don't know who are my silent reader(s).
:)
My silent yet loyal reader.
Could be my friends or family. who knows?
.
There were some events going on in life with the close ones that left me hurt so deeply that I wanted to share it here but, hey!!! I can't.
Some people might just get hurt. Like seriously HURT.
.
It's just like I had to modify things that aren't exactly true.. no worries, I don't write lies nor tell one either simply because I HATE people lying to me. It's like I believe in Karma. Rule of thumb. Avoid writing things that are sensitive, you don't know who reads it.
heck! what am I babbling about here. Lol~
.
I need to write so I wrote it somewhere else.
Somewhere where I am free to express what I experienced, how I felt, and how I handled it.
.
Feels like merdeka that I can write without tapis-tapis.
heaven!!

The 21 things you ought to know,,,

2010-11-13T23:31:00.003+08:00

1. I'm a serious person and I don't smile a lot.

2. I won't start a conversation if the other party doesn't.

3. I don't like to be in a crowded place full of strangers.

4. I prefer to stay at home rather than going out.

5. I prefer to do things individually than in a group.

6. I dont like the sea and yet I'm studying about the ocean.

7. Sometimes I get upset for the simplest thing.

8. I'll get more upset if its done by people close to me.

9. I prefer to be left alone to cool down when I get upset/throwing tantrums.

10. I often come across haters that doesn't even know me.

11. I don't really have close friends.

12. I will try my best to be a FRIEND to them.

13. AND I only can name a few of them.

14. I'm not really into silly jokes.

15. Sometimes I talk to strangers like I've known them for years without asking their name and
forget about it the next day. (It's a good therapy for me to release the stress in me).

16. I don't like the idea of "sharing a comb is an okay thing". =="

17. I dislike very the much people who backstabs friends.

18. A no-no to people who are being nice just to ask for favour and dissappear after they got what they wanted.

19. I believe in silent treatment better than having cat fight and being sarcastic.

20. I'm more okay to accept criticsm face to face rather than receiving sarcastic remarks on my back.

21. I believe in Karma as there is always two sides of a story. Be it the truth or the lie. :)

There goes the 21 things about me that i want you to know as I'm 21 now. I'm not a freak to tell you all these but this is me. :).

I can't really think about my positive side rather than my negative side. Maybe there's none, I don't know either.

How about you?

Don't BE EVIL

2010-11-13T19:08:00.003+08:00

nothing is impossible right?
it's not ripley's believe it or not,
it's UMS believe it or...
.
I had this Asas keusahawanan exam yesterday..
there was this question that after I read it, I REALLY wanted to go bang my head on the wall..
I kid you not!
.
Question: The following slogan "Don't be evil" belongs to...?"
.
what the heck???
I really had no idea hokey!!!
so I 'googled' it just now.
.
GUESS WHAT????
uhuh.. shook my head..
This time I wanna shoot myself with a bazooka!
.
Apparently, 'Don't be evil' slogan belongs to Google!
.
P/S:
I've been using google to go google for quite some time and YET I didn't know. This time I allow Mr.Google to slap me.

apa maciam periksa tadi hoh??

2010-11-08T20:08:00.003+08:00

tiada maciam oh amoi arr..
exam tadi maciam itu jugalah..
hangut 20+5+10 markah..
itu balu hangut.
belum lagi jalapan melapu-lapu arr..
haiya amoi rrr...lu selah sama itu takdil lah..
.
P/s:
hah??

Sing my heart out!

2010-11-08T07:59:00.000+08:00

morning everyone!
ye..hari ni tak nak la membebel, petang nnt exam.
wish me luck k?
.
oh ya, about hobi baru semalam,
sekarang ni, I really like to sing my heart out,
dulu tak macam ni tau,
I dun sing in front of people.
unless mmg orang yang kenal rapat.
but then, lagu rock kapak tuuuu je.
.
am I too late people? *salahkanuyoutube* :P
ye kawan-kawan, silalah download video klip lagu yg ada lirik lagu BESAR-BESAR!!
.
P/s:
time nyanyi, anggap je kamu kat gurun sahara.. maksud??? hahahaha

p.ss:
Lagu bruno mars "marry you" best dibawa karaoke. :) Please do try.. jangan lupa tarik muncung panjang-panjang k.. :)

Hobi baru!

2010-11-07T20:14:00.002+08:00

Hey all!!
how are u?
lama tak membebel kat sini kan???
hehehe..
skg ni ada hobi baru.. baik punya i tell you.
cuba teka???
Apa??? Tak nak???
alaaa..teka lahh..
ceh, macam gedik kan?? hahahaha

Bruno Mars - Marry You (Lyrics)

2010-11-06T20:21:00.000+08:00

great song..dont say no no no no-no!

Boney M - Daddy Cool - Lyrics

2010-11-04T10:41:00.000+08:00

Daddy...daddy cool~
...

Lots of draft but then malas nak edit balik..lol~

P/s:

lots of expired entries.. you get what i mean?

Doktor cakap saya sakit mental!

2010-10-28T22:17:00.000+08:00

Update blog sat...
stress oh sekarang, hari ini dan besok, dan lusa dan tulat, dan hari selepas tulat.
kata-kata semangat pilihan hari ini sambil mendengar lagu "I believe I can Fly".
"Put the pressure under you, not above you".
nah,, feel much better now..
.
Suddenly ada suara hati melaung...
Oli!!! Assignment yang due esok dah siap ke?
.
Damn! Esok update lagi ya.
.
P/s:
Never look to long at the closed door.

hari-hari membebel..sakit telinga tau?

2010-10-27T11:03:00.000+08:00

Ada degree tak semestinya dapat pekerjaan kan?
ini kata-kata dari hati yang sakit. :(
.
Nak rehat tapi otak asyik berfikir.
nak tidur tapi mata tak lelap,
Nak makan tapi tak lapar.
dah lapar, tak lalu makan pula.
stress sangat akhir-akhir,
.
Pagi tadi gigih pergi jumpa supervisor sebelum jam 8 pagi.
Gigih ok sebab tak nak jadi macam sebelum ni,
1. pergi jumpa tapi dia busy, dia suruh tunggu kejap tapi akhirnya dia yang entah pergi mana. :(
2. pergi jumpa tapi dia cuti,
3. pergi jumpa tapi dia takde kat ofis,
4. pergi jumpa dan kalau adapun dia busy.
.
Pendam je perasaan kecewa. Terus malas nak jumpa.
.
balik kepada pagi tadi,
Semangat bertenggek luar pintu sambil ketuk-ketuk tapi takde respon.
Bah, tanya-tanya orang, rupa-rupanya, supervisor tengah jumpa pengarah.
Kegigihan masih tak berkurang. Tunggu supervisor di luar ofis pengarah institut.
.
Supervisor keluar je dari bilik pengarah, dia cakap "Lah, sekarang baru nak jumpa, minggu depan nak kena hantar dah. Saya busylah. Mana ada masa nak check. Besok dan lusa saya nak cuti." =="
.
P/s:
Kesimpulannya, saya dah malas dan putus asa. I just want to finish this degree and get my ass out of here immediately. Lagu "I believe I can fly" sudah tidak berkesan.
Malam nanti nak minum shandy. :) sekarang dah boleh senyum.

For the sake of knowledge

2010-10-26T01:12:00.000+08:00

Disclaimer:

What I wrote below is what I feel by giving my opinion. This not written to condemn anyone out there whether they are alive or dead.

What I learned in class today is that WHEN we're having academic presentations, teaching and whatsoever that involves "Questions and Answers" better known as "Q&A" session,,

If people ask you questions regarding what you have presented or teach no matter how silly they are...

golden rule number 1:

When you have no idea how to answer/ no answer

__try your best to answer it as confident as you can eventhough you are just 'making up' or in other words LIE your answer in the sake of 'getting' peoples trust/confident in you.__

golden rule number 2:

Must gain trust

__Give your answers (make-up/lie) with confident (eye to eye contact if possible). Try not to put on that innocent face.__

But heck!

In my opinion, how can someone lie or make up answers when they are academically presenting/teaching others? In the sake of knowledge, we're delivering KNOWLEDGE people!!! People tends to remember the answers that they question during Q&A session. What if the questions comes out in exams???? What if every single person who listened and practically believe the make-up answers/lies and put it in their answer sheets? Not to mention they get ZERO! *Menangis bawah meja sorang-sorang*

In my opinion AGAIN, when someone don't know the answer, just say

1. "I'm sorry, I don't really know" ;

2."I'm sorry I can't answer it now but I will get back to you as soon as possible when I find out, ok?"

3. "Why don't you go read some journals and tell me later?" ok, this is over already. Lol~

Guess who gave the golden rules above? nope..no..not him..not her either...uh..oh..yeah!! You got it right!! It's my lecturer!

I'm quite dissapointed again! its ok lah when someone(in trouble/broke the rules) is trying to make-up answers/lie when questioned by someone who has the more authority.

This is academic learning, no matter what post you have or who you are, students or lecturer, just have the courtesy and honesty to say "I don't really know but will get to you soon when I find out". Because everyone no matter who they are, goes through learning process every single day. In the process of learning, put aside the pride in you.

Why am I so against this you may ask? Its because knowledge is pass down and shared from people to people. It's not nice ok to let others passing on your/his/her 'make-up answer/lies' to others.

P/s:

Devasted when I'm not sure which and which countries are ASEAN countries. Harap-harap tak kena buang universiti sebab tak tahu jawab.

I fought over a remote control?

2010-10-24T20:20:00.004+08:00

*Its mine!*

LOL~

for some of my friends, if they can't find me at home, they sure can find me at our nearby hostel cafeteria. Why so you may ask? I've these madness over TV watching since the last 3 weeks.

You see, there's no tv in my house just simply because it's a luxury item for students. (Read: broke all the time).

I'm currently head over heels for this malay drama "Chinta" starring Fasha Sandha on air every Monday-Thursday from 6.30pm-7.30pm on TV3. I watched this drama together with this Kakak cafeteria and the other workers as well. Some other time, when I get bored in my room I'll go watch TV too.

My strategy to get to watch what I want peacefully without anyone changing the channel isssssss TO TAKE THE REMOTE AND HIDE IT IN MY LAP. LMAO!!!! Just for your information, the cafe was always free of people, I mean people will just order their food as takeaway rather than sitting there to eat.

.
I was having my dinner just now so I happily switch from channel to channel until I landed on "The Fashion Show" (Channel #702).. It was about 10 minutes to 8pm and the show was to end soon where a designer was going to be eliminated(climax) when this guy, a junior I think, took the remote control and said he wanted to change the channel. So I, looked at him eye to eye and said "Hello? *raising one hand up* I'm still watching ok?" and made a disgusted facial expression.
.
So he put back the remote control, apologised and I enjoyed my last 10 minutes of the show. I hate to be bullied by guys. No regrets nor feeling sorry. First come first serve basis ok brother?
.
P/s:
NO! I did not raise up my hand and make a disgusted expression. Just to add some drama. Lol~
Fighting over a remote control was so way back in the 90's and it was with the siblings. Come to think of it, it was so silly of us. Budak-budak bah time tu!

What's the use of guidelines and duty roster if you don't f*cking follow????

2010-10-23T10:12:00.002+08:00

It has been a few days since my last post.. and yeah..I'm rambling again now.

I'm not rambling with anger but I'm rambling in frustration and dissapointment.

As the head of the house or 'ketua rumah' or whatsoever you call it, it's not an easy task.

There's five person in my house (Hostel) including me.

You see, I have to set the guidelines of rules and regulations including duty rosters that IS NOT AT ALL BURDENING to anyone of the house members. Setting the guidelines unbiasly is effing hard putting aside the selfishness in me. For example, every other member of the house has to perform their cleanliness routine of the house without me getting involve. Sound great huh? NO. That is fucking selfish ok.

So, there's an odd number of us. Now, how am I gonna plan this duty roster?? Fine, three weeks rotation and every week there will be two person carrying out the house cleanliness (the whole house) including, sweeping and mopping the floor. Mind you, the house is SMALL.

Did I mention about odd members??? For the first two weeks, there will be 2 pairs to carry out the duty, and the third week, I will clean the house all alone. Nope, no, this is not a complain. I'm willing to do this. And again, the house is small! No problem at all.

What pisses me off is that there's this one member of the house, she NEVER follow the house rules and regulation and NEVER EVER carry out her house cleanliness duty. That's just fine with me as long as her duty partner carries out the duty with me as the ketua rumah assuming that the partner is just ok and doesn't mind.

Another thing is, what a coincidence for not being around when it's her duty week! LOL!!! I thought I'm the only one in the house who realised this but no! The others realised it too. They have been wondering why I didn't tegur 'her'. . And came out the 'not fair' issue.

This girl I'm talking about is my former roomate for the last semester. I'm super duper GLAD that I get to be in a single room without any roomates. Thank you for HEP IP management for selecting me as a house leader. I've never thought of being one. THANK YOU SO MUCH!

She's fine and nice EXCEPT cleanliness and her is like heaven and hell! You should go visit her room, and I guarantee you'll be as shock as everyone who's seen it for the first time. No! I'm not exagerating here. I've been her roomate before and this cleanliness thingy always ticks me off! Being her roomate is like being a maid. Sweep+mop the floor+ clean her study table + fold her clothes. What she do? NOTHING!!! bukan mengungkit, at least when she sees her roomate doing things that she herself should do, at least she should get the 'HINT' that people feels uneasy of her mess and should start cleaning her mess herself.

What ticks me off further till this post is created because I had enough already. Last week till yesterday, she had a bunch of friends coming over to do assignment related things and they berkampung in our house living room. Fine. It's ok. No prob. BUT then, they ate tidbits and drank whatever I don't know and left the living room table dirty with food and rubbish all over the table and not mentioning the drinks stains. AT LEAST, clean and tidy the table. You think people in this house is your maid???? I'm/we're done of cleaning your mess. We share this house and you should have your common sense with you.

Then came a theory, is it because you wanted so bad to be a house leader but you didn't get the post?? Just a piece of mind, if you can update your status in FB about your so called 'fantasy guys' like every minute if you can, how about using that eagerness to be a person who love cleanliness??

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P/s:
You're really a nice person and a chatterbox. But then, cleanliness is always and issue. I'm really dissapointed in you.

When people say that they're BUSY

2010-10-19T23:29:00.004+08:00

Disclaimer: The dialogue below is made by me. might be a coincidence if you went through the same dialouge. Tidak perlu ada yang terasa.
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Example:

Human A: I'm busy (small worker, reluctant to run College's small last minute programme)
Human B: You think I'm not busy?!. No, cannot cancel. (Big boss. Not involve directly).
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why reluctant you may ask:
1. Lots of assignmentSSSS yg ditangguhkan sendiri. (Padan muka diri sendiri)
2. Last minute thesis proposal writing.
3. Coming journal critique report. :(
4. Field trip reportsSSS.
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The thing is, both human are in the same course. Both have the same workloads of assignments with the same dateline. All need to submit next week. And the programme is next week. Ya ya.. i'm ranting again and again.. boo me for reason number 1.
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No need to have heart feelings. If only the consideration made took into account that we/everyone were in the same boat.
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P/s:
MUST RUN PROGRAMME. I will try my best. *cross fingers
Everyone must chiayo~

Holidays brought forward

2010-10-19T07:36:00.002+08:00

...without approval of course. lol
CNY once a year and I don't get the opportunity to celebrate it for the past few years..
no harm say you?
ME TOO. =P

Food God..Please hear my prayers :(

2010-10-18T20:50:00.003+08:00

I'm craving for;
1. Pizza
2. Crabs
3. Ice-cream
4. Curry Lobster

Boney M - Ma Baker - Lyrics

2010-10-18T01:59:00.000+08:00

Ma ma ma ma.. ma baker.. she taught her four sons...

ma ma ma ma..ma baker...to handle their guns..

lalalalalala~

P/s:

Boney M - Sunny - Lyrics - HQ

2010-10-18T01:52:00.000+08:00

more of Boney M. to come..

stay tune peeps.

P/s:

I grew up with their songs. (^^,)

troubles will always be with me

2010-10-17T18:30:00.001+08:00

Everything I have faith in seems to cause me troubles.
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P/s: I quoted this from 'Legion'.

Should the 'disabling of right-click' to be removed?

2010-10-15T16:21:00.000+08:00

[STICKY NOTE]

for new entry please scroll below this post. :)

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Stress right if we LOVE to right click but we couldn't?
Its useful in the sense of "we can track down the main source" that leads us to the 'current link'. :)
It does stresses me out sometimes. T
he sometimes is when I forgotten that I disabled the 'right-click' thingy..
lol~
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If you guys (My silent readers, passer by, friends) who thinks that this "disabling right-click" thingy should be remove, please comment.
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No comments means you guys have no problem. :)
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Btw, thanks mr/miss anonymous for your humble opinion. :)
P/s:
Should I not?

urgh!!!!!!!!!!

2010-10-15T13:05:00.000+08:00

*SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

What is wrong with FACEBOOK?

2010-10-15T01:33:00.004+08:00

I've been trying to upload pictures of recent activities going on in my life but heck! what is wrog with FB? Am I the only one who just get to know that there's a 'new process/application' in uploading pictures?????? WHY????? The previous one is ok what...

cis...

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P/s:
is this one of God's sign that I must be doing my FYP instead of FB-ing?

Text messages that I keep.

2010-10-12T20:30:00.002+08:00

Believe it or not, I keep all the text messages from my mom and my brother.

Why? Its because my mom just started to text message and I will read all her text messages over and over again when I miss her.. Everyday I miss her. :)

Then why my brother's text messages? Because he seldom will reply my text. lol~

and some of the text messages from friends that are worth to kept.

hehehe.

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P/s:
No wonder incoming text messages are alway late. :)

October Breast Cancer Awareness month

2010-10-12T14:54:00.005+08:00

Notes: I received this message from a friend of mine through my FB inbox.

One of my friends has suggested that we women should do something special on facebook in order to increase awareness of October Breast Cancer Awareness month.

It's so easy to do, that I'd love you to join to make this a memorable online event. Last year, the idea was to post the colour of the bra you were wearing on facebook...and it left men wondering for days, why women were posting colours, seemingly at random.

This year's game has to do with your handbag/purse, where we put our handbag the moment we get home; for example "I like it on the couch", "I like it on the kitchen counter", "I like it on the dresser". Well u get the idea.

Just put your answer as your status (i.e. don't respond to this message, but put it on your status) - and cut n paste this message and forward to all your FB female friends to their inbox. The bra game made it to the news.

Let's get the purse in as well and see how powerful we women really are!!! REMEMBER - DO NOT PUT YOUR ANSWER AS A REPLY TO THIS MESSAGE- PUT IT IN YOUR STATUS!!! PASS THIS TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW!!

P/s:
Ladies, take care of your breast so that you can wear fabulous bras. :)

I like~

thanks

2010-10-12T11:56:00.000+08:00

thanks for the prayer. :)

Uploading pictures

2010-10-11T18:50:00.002+08:00

:)
I want to upload pictures.
Pictures of memories.
the sincere smile on everyones' faces.
oh~
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P/s:
Before i forget how to smile. =)

Manukan Island

2010-10-11T02:25:00.001+08:00

Will be going to Manukan Island for Coastal Processes field trip later in the morning.
I hope the rain stops.
A trip on a rainy will sure ruin everthing.
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P/s:
Will the sun shine tomorrow?

Tips hidup bahagia

2010-10-10T06:33:00.000+08:00

saya cepat terasa sejak kebelakangan ini,

perkara yang sekecil-kecil semut pun bagi effect,

merajuk? marah? stress?

baik senyap je.

berpura-pura happy pun boleh juga.

YA BETUL!!!!

kunci untuk kehidupan yang baik adalah HARUS PANDAI berpura-pura.

nescaya hidup anda sentiasa bahagia..

p/s:
mengasah skill 'pura-pura'

New Online Signature!!!

2010-10-09T22:27:00.000+08:00

Lol~ I'm checking out my new (to me) online signature.

PURPLE!!!! I like very much..
Is it too big?

But still, I like!! <3

P/s:
Do you like it??

the best criteria is.....

2010-10-09T21:20:00.003+08:00

To be a good friend, you must;

1. be an angel.

2.paling bagus kalau 'angel in disguise'.

3. bertambah-tambah superb lagi kalau ada 'sayap'.

kawan saya yang cakap dekat blog dia.

p/s:

kekeliruan status.

Ini entri random.

i'm ~~not~~ your friend kan wew?

U pandai 'urut' ke???

2010-10-09T04:36:00.000+08:00

Perbualan ini berlaku sewaktu menunggu pensyarah yang masih belum sampai ke dewan kuliah di salah sebuah universiti tempatan yang tidak juga kurang kefofulerannya di Negeri Dibawah Bayu.

Merah- Gadis A
Hijau- Gadis B
Kuning - Mamat blur

A, boleh tak tolong urut? Rasanya lengan terseliuh ni. Hari tu kamu urut bahu saya best. terus tak sakit. :) Please..please..please...
Kat mana sakit ni? Meh la sini duduk kat depan saya. Senang sikit nak urut.

Maka sesi urut-mengurut lengan pun berlaku dengan jayanya.

Eh, you pandai urut ke A?
Pandai. Kenapa?

Sebelum mamat blur sempat menjawab, gadis B pun mencelah..

Mamat Blur, you nak urut 'bahagian' mana?
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P/s:
You rasa crap ke tak? lol~

Orang yang selalu fikir pasal mati adalah orang yang paling bijak.

2010-10-05T22:18:00.004+08:00

Tadi baru je lepas chatting ngan Fatin dekat YM. :)

I don't think you guys can click for larger view.

I unabled it already.

Cuak ok ada orang yang tak baik *memang ada pun* come to my blog and curi gambar kawan2 untuk pedajal dorang.

Sumpah I marah tau!

I was talking about death to Fatin. Asking her why I kept thinking about it for no reasons.

here's her answer...

jgnla takut sgt.
erm
xtahu la camne nk reconforter oli
hehe
tp kan,slalunye,normal la org akan pk 3
bende
1)aku berasal dari mana
2)apa tujuan hidup
3)ke mana aku kembali
hehehe
n ade satu kata2 ni
org yg slalu igt mati,adalah org yg plng
bijak
sbbnye,die pk sal mase depan die
kan..huhu

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Thanks Fatin for sharing.
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P/s:
Rasa macam diri ni bijak buat sementara.. (^^,)

My circle of friends

2010-10-05T12:19:00.003+08:00

You will see me with them like almost every second. *ok, Tipu!* :)

There will always be an up and down in friendship.

lagi2 I ni kuat marah. serius tabiat buruk.

lepas ni kena naik gunung dan bertapa dalam keinsafan.

P/s:
1. takde la sampai nak bertapa bagai. HAHAHAHA!!!!

its never to late for a Hari Raya Open House

2010-10-05T11:43:00.005+08:00

random .:boathouse uncles:.

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.:THE FRIENDS:.
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.:the Coursemates:.

It was a short notice given by the geng guys to go raya visiting to our lecturer's house.

We had Chicken Mee Soup. :)

Our lecturer will be transfering from UMS soon for UMT.

Thanks for the invitation Dr.S!!!

P/s:

Hari Raya Aidiladha coming soon.

Ingnorance

2010-10-04T20:09:00.000+08:00

bah...continue saja.
ada aku kesah?

Smile sweeter than sugar

2010-10-03T22:12:00.003+08:00

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Smile Oli, smile!!!!
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What can I say???

Do anything you want to do, say what ever you want to say, be more sarcastic than usual,

biasa sudah I kena macam ni.

I can't bother more anymore..
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Life is short, who knows I will not gonna see sunshine again?
I better worry about not loving myself more than always makan hati and terasa with people who always trying to make my day horrible.
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oktxbye!

Legend of the Guardians: The Owls of Ga'Hoole (2010) (3D)

2010-10-02T23:16:00.003+08:00

I watched this movie alone at One Borneo after the catching up session with Prem. He had to leave for the Airport. :(
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I asked Ivy but she can't join me.
The movie was just a so-so.
Tak payah la kamu pergi tengok.
A waste of money saja.
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In my opinion, I don't think that there is any difference between a 3D and non-3D movie.
Or is it because there's no much action in this movie???
So, if you are planning to watch this movie, I recommend you to watch the non-3D version.
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P/s:
Why GSC One Borneo don't have varieties of movies just like in Cetre Point???

What a Surprise!!!

2010-10-02T23:01:00.006+08:00

.:Prem and I:.

It has been quite a while since year 2006. We went our seperate ways after SPM. I was surprised to received SMS from Prem asking whether I can meet him at One Borneo. I was overjoyed since I can't meet him when he was in KK last April. He's the first person from highschool (my classmate) that I met after these years being isolated here in Sabah. :)

You've grown up so much Prem. Yet, I cannot believe that you are still single.

It was great to get to chit chat and catch up. There's so many to say but yet too little time. When will our batch organize a reunion?? In the next 2 years perhaps? I will sure gonna attend.

P/s: It was great!!!

How I spend quality time to myself. Quality lah sangattt!! :P

2010-09-30T17:54:00.004+08:00

I started my day by waking up at 8am.

Bath ala kadar. hahahahah!

Thanks Kikien for the car ride to campus.

It has been a while since we last chit chat.

After lecture session, I went to the ecosystem lab and tried to do a scientific drawing on a preserved hatchling of saltwater crocodile but FAILED.

My drawing turns out to look like a salamander.

PfTTttt!!

So I proceed drawing seasnakes. phew~ much better.

I just can't stand the smell of formalin so I stopped drawing and went UWEKKKK in the toilet.

wanted to go to 1B so BADDDDD but the girls couldn't join.

Decided to go home but change my mind again.

wanted to watch the legend of the owls in 3D *sorry, not sure the title*

End up registering for a PDI membership card. hah?

$$$ flying without wings.

tried the GINTELL massaging chair AGAIN. nice!

had dinner alone. :(

Saw Dr.T on my way back to hostel.

A nice surprise I might say. :)

See? Being alone isn't that pathetic... felt like a lone ranger tho'. :(

I end this post with CBF 9148.

P/s:

No! I'm not a stalker. It just got stuck in my head.

GOD made OBSTACLES!

2010-09-30T07:43:00.000+08:00

There are certain things in life that we cannot have.

Things that we wanted so badly but failed to achieve/own.

Things that we struggle hard to get but the reward is not ours.

God made obstacles so that we appreciate what is hard work.

The determination and spirit that we have in us should not leave to rust.

For example:

1. I envy he/her for being so lucky to study abroad. who knows the reality is they are actually feeling dreadful and homesick and what not? Missing Malaysia and belacan perhaps? hermm..yes, you hear me no wrong..b.e.l.a.c.a.n!

2. I envy him/her to have a great partner (being in a relationship). God knows that these people who are taken envy people who are single.

3. I envy he/her to be born in filthy rich families and does not even need to worry about financial problem. The value of their RM1000 is like our value of RM0.10. You get what I mean?

4. I envy he/her to not need to buy air tickets to go home. At least I now appreciate what does "balik kampung" means. literally. :)

5. I envy he/her who ate a lot but does not put on weight. I hate myself for not shedding the pounds eventho' i'm on the diet like hell!

6. I envy he/her who looks so slumber and party like 'every night is Friday night' type of people and get not much sleep but still excell with effing superb grade in exams. FML!

You see, there are things in life that I couldn't have but I'm okay with it.

I'm thankful that GOD gave me eyes to see, nose to smell, a heart to feel, sensory organs to react, feet for mobility, voice to speak, ears to listen. And yet, I still can stop envying others when my life is bless when I think it's not.

I'm bless with unconditional love from my family.

Friends I'm not sure. =.="

P/S:
Forgive me please for I am imperfect.
I THANK YOU GOD for all the "Olivia is still breathing" days you grant me.

When our time come, we have to let go.

2010-09-30T00:48:00.003+08:00

I've been browsing through one of my seniors blog, Kak Nisah out of randomness.
I was reading through her posts and I like the way she writes.
Until i came across a few post regarding Kak Rose is no longer alive.
It has been 3 years and I just knew it now?
Blame me for not being alert of what is going on around me.
I still remember Kak Rose, Kak Che Da and Kak Illyana.
I'm not sure but still these are the names that I recall.
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I sat next to their table in prep room when I was in F2 and they were in F4.
I ingat lagi, our tables are situated at the back end near the exit door facing the tong sampah and laluan pergi masjid.
Kalau prep jam 8, Jam 8.30 baru dorang turun. dan mereka pakai baju biasa.
At that time, I can't stop myself to think that, bestnyer jadi senior.
Takyah pakai baju kurung p prep. COOL!
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I was terrified of them back then. Normal la kan junior takut kat senior. hehehe. :)
masih terngiang-ngiang di telinga they shouted "DIAMMMMMM!!!!" when the prep room turn into a fish market wannabe.
Those are the memories.
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And Kak Rose is now gone.
She 'went' so suddenly when having breakfast with her best girlfriends.
I really cannot believe this.
Rest in peace Kak Rose.
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P/s:
Life is short.

religion barrier

2010-09-29T00:46:00.002+08:00

I had this 'religion' conversation with Dr.T the other day (Monday).. and Patty last Saturday.
I'm not sharing what we talked about here because this issue might be sensitive to some people.
What he said has a point. Pat got the point too.
and again I feel so small. :(
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P/s:
I don't understand why is this religion thingy sometimes turns things sour?
why two person cannot be together just because of this religion barrier?
Is it too selfish of me?

down!

2010-09-28T23:57:00.001+08:00

what you did was not cool at all.
fine!
I'm gonna take this,
go into the toilet,
and flush it down into the toilet bowl.
kapish?
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P/s:
cranky.

Aly & AJ - Potential Breakup Song - Official Video (HQ)

2010-09-28T00:53:00.000+08:00

One of my favourite songs back in matriculation... gahahahahaa!!!

P/s:

Feeling blue!

I miss you! but we cannot be lovers!

2010-09-27T05:00:00.000+08:00

.:back in 2006:.

Hey! This is Intan my friend..I used to call her 'boss' when I was in Form 1.

I still remember that she will help to make my bed every morning because I wake up around 6.30am when everyone in my dorm dah siap pakai baju.

I still remember being dislike by everyone. Tak, ini bukan perasaan.

I was a spoilt brat, a big stupid spoilt brat.

eh no!!! I was THE little STUPID SPOILT BRAT. I was young then..

what makes me a different now? Its still the same.

Thanks for being my friend Intan.

P/s:

I was teary when you said you missed me. Aww~

Menyusukan anak di tempat awam!

2010-09-26T09:37:00.000+08:00

.:Malu la sikit oiiii!!:.

Fatty M gave birth to 8 puppies last *Icantrememberthedate*. :D She is not any special breed dog.. but still.. I love her to the max..
She's less naughty now that she has her own pups..
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P/s:

Now, I'm a proud grandmother to my 8 grandpuppies. hahahahahaha!!!!

Fatty bum bum

2010-09-25T21:09:00.005+08:00

*My Dear Patty*
*Yours truly* current fav t-shirt. :)
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I dont think I'm fat..
hahahaha...
see! I'm against reality.. *slap me!*
I went shopping just now but I couldn't find what I like..
I have wide shoulders..thanks to swimming..
I can't find nice skirts..cool jeans and smart t-shirts.
*padahal badan besar gedabak*
oh my..have to start diet lah if like this... *ni satu kes lagi!!!*
Thanks Patty for the company even for a while.. :)
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P/s:

Need to continue the clothes hunting session... when arrr???

Boobs exposed!

2010-09-24T20:09:00.002+08:00

The worst crap that I've heard about in Facebook IS....
DRINKING BEER ENLARGES YOUR BOOBS..
sure bo???
Then why men drinkers 'boobs' are still flat?
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P/s:
-crap!

Random!

2010-09-22T17:55:00.001+08:00

I have nothing that is not nonsense to talk about today..
lots of crap got lah..
wanna hear bout it?
Hahahaha. :D

cannot

2010-09-22T03:38:00.002+08:00

Why o why?
I really cant get rid of this stupid feelings.
YES. I feel stupid and I suck at this.